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It appears you lack the maturity to benefit from reading Scripture by yourself. You need leadership. A shepherd. An ordained one. A Catholic priest. You seem to assign importance to random facts and hope that someone is communicating with you in a clandestine fashion. You may need more professional help like a psychologist in addition to a priest. Don't be afraid to get either one, to reach out to the right people for help. One thing for sure, you don't need to be on Y!A looking for help. Be wary of the many loonies on answers who need you as a captive audience.